Random Thoughts

I remember all those nights I cried my heart out, Clutching my pillow to my face, Muffling my cries cause I felt pathetic, And  So you can cry  was my lullaby. I remember hiding in the toilet, Soundtrack to my broken heart  on repeat, Cause you'd smashed my heart to pieces, And laid down the shards at my feet. I remember seating on the sandy beach, Staring at the waves of the sea, Wishing they would wash over me, And take the pain away. I remember riding on the bus, Watching you play with her hair, Just like you did with mine, And having to act like I didn't care. I remember when you told me her name, And I hated her sight unseen, Because she had your love, The one thing you kept from me. I remembered all those things, As you asked me for another chance, After seven years of heartbreak and pain, After seven years of loving in vain, Twas then that I realised, That I was tired of remembering, And so I turned away, And took the first step to forge

If wishes were airplanes, I would move to Australia with you, Fly to Paris with you on Monday, And drink coffee until we throw up. I would see beneath your beautiful, So I could see inside of you, I would give you all of me, And seal it with a ring. I would patch up your holes, And never let you go, Because I need you now, And forever more. But this silver fence separates us, With nary a hole to slip through, To tell you that I love you, And I'm sorry I can't get to you.